justrun-.

just got my granuloma sliced off just now. it was. a lot more excruciating then i remember. ahha. yes. in sec 4 i had the exact same growth on the same finger...just on the other side of the nail. ahaha i've seen the doc so many times for minor surgery that he remembers me and my strange abnormalities quite well. even asked me about my toes..hur.

ok so anyway my right ring finger is now bandaged and it hurts but it's a lot less painful than just now... omg.

yah so as i expected he froze the thing and then sliced it off with a knife. sounds painful? GOSH IT REALLY WAS. heh. felt more painful than i remembered the procedure to be. mummy was there haha but i almost blacked out. seriously..super scary. cos i was in SO MUCH PAIN.. i started to get giddy.. and my vision blurred (literally) and i felt like throwing up and i cldn't talk. haha. the doc asked me to go lie down and i did and after that i felt like i was paralysed. reminded me of the feeling i had when i collapsed last june. hur. but this time my finger was in a CRAP LOAD OF PAIN. THROBBING LIKE NEVER BEFORE AND OMG. haha. mummy said my lips turned purple. lol.

uh so 4 painkillers later, i was seated at tanglin mall eating my fav salad and malt bread! hahaha. (thanks mummy and daddy :D) and now i'm ok but my hand hurts. feels like the nerves are firing funny sensations. very weird. but at least it's not as painful as just now... doc says that finger has a lot of nerves... have MC for tmr but i am too excited about carpark ushering to miss such an enriching experience! lol. i'm not kidding. haha. reminds me of sec 2 when i had to walk in pumps for like 4-5 hrs straight, ushering ppl from the athena gate...

haha as i was lying on the doc's bed thingum and trying to endure the (omg really super horrid) pain, i started doing mrram's visualisation. ahhaha. i really really wanted to distract myself from the pain so i did the deep breathing and all his mindbodysoul yoga things. focused on an image. and guess what image came to my head....

RUNNING IN BOTANICS> AHAHHAHA. think i did so much visualization that it's default to see myself running the race when i close my eyes.

ok my finger hurts i should stop being stupid and typing.

YAY BUFFET LUNCH TMR! courtesy of mummy. hee. must go work it off! PAT MUST WAKE UP EARLY.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [22:59]

and took [20080425] strides

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